Dear Allison, We got back from the airport, and I have been sitting on my couch, a crying mess. I feel that I was not able to tell you how happy I was to have you at my house, to see our new place, and to spend time with you...I am so sorry that I wasted our last few days together being sullen, cranky, and sad. You didn't deserve that, and now I don't know when the next time I am going to see you again. I am so worried about Justin and the start of the year and you and all you have to deal with at work and with love and I am feeling fat and bloated so trying on new clothes wasn't even fun... I just can't seem to pull myself out of that funk. I want you to know how much I truly lived spending the entire summerwith you! I am so happy with the memories we made! I love you sooo much! I am so sorry that i ruined our some of our tine together... Have fun in Spain and tell Tara and ben hi for me! Love, Susan